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noon ******

the weather is getting colder each day..each day it felt like x'mas is round the corner...

year end is coming, the feeling of rest & relax is here....
these few days, i just felt mine brain have overworked...
I just felt tired......

sometimes,
i just too lazy to plan or think....
i just surf around...
i just float around...
i just follow the flow.... =))

Just a little rest, I promise, I will walk further...

Hook on few dramas lately, first ...is the hongkong drama, GONG XIN JI!
oh my.... 4 out of 5 friends are watching....so am i! catchit!

Another drama, tao hua xiao mei, taiwan comic drama, its just for laugh....the whole story is ridiculous funny, thats all...
in this show, i like the colors they used, pastel pastel, i LIke! =)

I found my home design...
that wall full of photo frames with photos, thats what i like!
that tiffany color wall, thats what i like!
white colored furnitures, thats what i like!
sofa design & texture, thats what i like!
YES, thats all what i like, simple, cozy, very filled up, every space - there is an memory ! =))































by highlowen 12:10:00 PM

nights ********

alumni dinner 2009!
















me & elle - she is so quick!
There was a band singing at the background, i love one of the song. I just asked her, what's the song title, she listen listen, then told me the song title....."Lucky" by jason mraz n' colbie caillat ....its really a nice song... =))











by highlowen 11:56:00 PM

nights ****

Today is my uni friend, Marie's convocation day!! woohOO!! COngrates!!! PAKPAKPAK....er fireworks sound...

















OHOHOH, it was Clarence's Convocation day too, but he was too cooooooooooool, till he didnt want to attend the ceremony. However, he did came to join us and wore marie's gown and motarhat for phototaking .....damn funny....



by highlowen 9:48:00 PM

nights *******

straight after work...
went for scrapbooking session..
trainer is ellewongchunmei....

she is good larh!!
she made the whole activity is very interactive, fun, interesting and AWESOME!!!! heez..

hmmmz....its my colleaguecumfriend, vanessa, who wanted to do scrapbooking...she called me to accompany... just nice, bestie - elle, she studied scrapbooking and she is superb at that mann...

so we selected a date and start our journey of scrapbooking....

yup, till the last 67 hrs before the session, i started thinking what theme i wanted for my scrapbook art work.

and tar dar....i chose to do about my buddy as a birthday gift for her... =))

NO THEMES selected, cos i really have no idea what i really want to create for her....my whole mind only say, " GREEN AND BROWN", hahahaha....

The evening came, after a nice simple homecooked food, we started our scrapbook session...

WE ARE bad, we didnt do our pre-work before class....
I am much better, I SELECTED 6 pics (I Stole from her facebook, ahaha)....however, in the end i printed 2 pics and inthe inthe end, 1 pic was used only....

ya know, why i am much better, VANESSA took the whole lot of photos (like hmm 64 photos), of her bf and her at hongkong, as she wanted to do a hongkong theme scrapbook..hahaah...SEE, she didnt select and print....on the spot then select and print...ahahahahahaah...but the selecting of her photos are damn funny...i laughed throughout the whole process.....

photos printed..
we gather at a cosy living area and start our class...
trainer elle introduce every tools and materials...
she taught as step by step...we followed step by step...there is when, i end up with 1 photo only..and i found my theme (Simplicity Buddy) eventually, i keep the whole thing, SIMPLE, green , brown..and I DID IT...heez!

laughters are filled throughout the session, concentration, focus, putting every lil effort for the art work...

for me, every lil detail represents every lil thought of me of buddy... =))

I am so proud of my masterpiece, trainer elle praised my masterpiece too, okay ( i think mainly is cos, i really put in my heart, sincere, and effort) !! heez

Following pic, is my 1st scrapbook MASTERPIECE....
















** While i drawing the dotted lines, that trainer elle suggested me to draw, i start by telling myself, let it flow, put my feelings in....and i dotted one big one small heart...and some swirl along the way....so cute, rite..got meaning okki..it represents the whole lovely buddy relationship, there is love, very simple, very contented, very blessed, every swirl its a growth for us... =)






by highlowen 7:59:00 PM

night ****

woke up from nap.... Bugis, Mac ice-cream, Thai food at shaw, giap giap bunny (super duper cute) , F1, search for way out, hailed a cab, cab uncle finally understood - "give and take" .....
















by highlowen 10:55:00 PM

night ******** by highlowen 11:45:00 PM

nights *****

Happy National Day....














This guy gave us ticket......HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH















woooohooo.....the bags for this year is uhmmm...colorful....necessary goodies only....














me...taken by buddy jessica, nice! =))














WaAOOooOOO....fireworks...taken by buddy jessica tooz, nicenice!! =))

remembered, 2 years ago, i watched national day parade with ornie, last year with mummy...time wait for no man..... by highlowen 12:38:00 AM

night *************


by highlowen 11:11:00 PM

night *

#1 pic of the day which made me smile....

















a little post card
a little note
and you can make a difference....


some ppl at some status are able to say some words..
some ppl at some status are unable to say some words... lesson learnt...... by highlowen 9:17:00 PM

night *****

blessed *o*



with accompany...... so nicely-done !?! i like..simple nice...with all kinds of flavour...



















without accompany..... very funny looking...weird...i didnt know that is how bad my ice cream making skills is.....ahaha....




actually, when one is alone, you are able to make it nicely done...but there is a lack of an ingredient call love.....







Today, i made a big wrong wrong at work....moral really when downnn.....whao, really is arghhhh!!!!

went out to purchase my needs....when i came back...ai yo...so sweet larh...jojo bought me Toblerone and place these 4 cute seseme street tissue packets on my desk... it just st .away brought a smile to me =) thank you, jojo (she just know how to cheer me up.... though we are not partners @ work already, we just have that chemistry, HOT!! hahah).... this action really is so sweettt.... if i am single, my heart will fly to her mann....


*thanks to ornie's encouragement, consoles and "loud-voice" too.





by highlowen 9:23:00 PM

morning..... *

17 mths since my last post...........this is exactly 1yr 5mths...
indeed many things happen.......
to start off...i changed the blogskin. i prefer the soft, CLEAN, pastel colors noww. nice?!

alright.

my current occupation is no longer a student.















Thanks to all gods and angels-grandpa, thanks for all the blessings.

Thanks to dad for all the hard earned money to put me through uni.
Thanks to mum for all the breakfast, lunch, dinner, and mending all my frustrations during exams.
Thanks to bro, grandma s, aunts, uncles and friends for all the unlimited encouragement and motivations.
Thanks to all classmates.........for all the studies, 7-11, macs, chicken rice.... =)



utmost thanks to ornie, without your encouragement messages, without your afterschool fetch me back home rides, without your understanding during my frustrations and anxious during exams, without your unlimited showers of love, care and concern, without your accompany to libraries......i think i wont be able to achieve my motarhat....it is bcos your Strength...thank you very much.... =D











i have advanced into the corporate world. how amazing!
it is really whao! i learnt alot alot alot..........
all sorts of stunt....all sorts of cycle...everyday is a happening day......all sorts of changes...just a snap ...just a blink....everything just change......

every friend working hard...... be it work, school, ........
now i really understand what my secondary school teacher once said to the class,

if you ever able to be friends, or able to be classmate, or able to know someone, this is fate...is either you cherish, if not once you step out of the school gate.....you wont know when you will meet this friend/classmate anymore.....*at that time all, really, ALL classmates went Chey! teacher, we can sms, msn, telecom.........but all of no use........

it is so true..... i think the last time i saw those classmates is at FACEBOOK...haahahah...
but still it is SAW not talked.....


i think this word, fate, has guided me through the journey of my life.......

at times, when i am upset with family decisions, i will not counter back, cos i truely know, it is of no use, and i have to respect and oblige. therefore, i will just end the upset with.... this is fate, just let it roll on....


"is he the one? "
the hurdles that we met and swim thru together, the decisions that we made and we weed thru together, the promises that we gave....ornie....
this one....really is fate drew us together again.....
there is this idom that says when fate is here, how much you want to avoid, it is of no use....

just 3 packets of 5kg rice....
just that bouquet of chysantheman flowers.....
just that polytechnic bus stop....
just that roti prata coffee shop...
just that ice kachang....
just that driving e-trial test....
just that kengoo....
just that ........ sincere heart.....

it was rather heart warming and "eyes soring" to think back the little bits of the past.....though my mind & heart are currently shaken....but i seriously hope everything will be fine and normal.... trust?!

come to think of it....time flies....really flies........ it has been yrs...

as i grow, i learn
as i hear, i learn
as i see, i learn
as i speak, i learn
as i love, i learn

but when all these went overdosage, i feared.


I hope all the promises that you gave are valid....
I hope all the words that you said are valid...
I hope you are all well over there....

Labels: look back 17 mths

by highlowen 9:19:00 AM

afternoon,

wooooohooooooooooooooooooooo..........

its autumn.................

hows my summer..........

hmmm.....i went for my first national day @ marina bay.





its was TIRING. but having three fun friends and a bochup ornie there. its was photo taking session every now and then. parade went fast. waiting time is more than parade time. haaha. but its a very nice experience. =)


the three lions. SINGA. ahaha. its so conicidence that our blinking animal hats are lions. ROAR! =)

arh then,

once again, with god's, family and friend's, terripine's blessing, i manage to pass through my modules for the third semester for uni. THanks alot! BUT still, way to go, it is the last semester finally, cont to bless.....

and it was my birthday....yeah...

its was a three day celebration. i started celebrating my chinese birthday on thursday, eating a couple of eggs, mee sua, prawns, duck thigh, etc,

officially first day celebration was with weiwenwei darlz and their dearest. it was at paragon spaggedies. at there, it made me realise the expensiveness of the extra 7%gst and 10% service charge when the bill came up to near 180 bucks. but it was a fun celebration. ornie bought me the birthday cake, i chose the tiramisu cake from prima deli.



it was a joke due to the waiter who jolly-well didnt put the cake in the fridge and by the time he serve to me................... to BLOW off the candles. yah......THE JOKE is....... as it was filled with cocoa powder on the surface of the cake. once i extinguish the candles, the cocoa powder burst out, just like how u blow flour.hahahaa.


it gave us a shock! hhahaa!





second day, early in the morning went to changi air base to have a visit. it was interesting. took a picture with F-16 fighter jet. had a breakfast buffet. the food is nice. thanks for the visit, though the only thing i learn in deep impression is that the planes tyres can last for 10 flights due to oversea's everchanging weather and their duty are very DYNAMIC. see, i did listen to the speaker OKI!. and i tried the pilot's night binoculars/glasses?!? forgotten dunno what chim name. it was scary to me. eeeks. i scared dark. and once i wear the binoculars/glasses all i could see is green background and suddenly i can see human. ai yah, scary jiu tiu le. but its the experience. and tht binoculars/glasses cost 10k/100k. ops i forgotten also. ahahaah its expensive! so must try. =)

lunch was at evon's place. she dished out countless number course of meals. i ate couple of eggs again. ahahah. had sparkling juice and red wine and dessert.



von von bought me polar cake called fairlady or somehting. NICE. its white chocolate coated. NICE!


dinner with poly mates, ch, jess, jy, soo, wk! thanks to all for celebrating my bday. love u all. =) it was fun eating with them. always so funny. i ate pork chop like nobody business. its nice! thanks to bud, soo and uncle heng(congrates! to ur new up-coming lancer. u are most welcome for all my assist, i learnt alot thru the process. that agent chio hor! =) ) who cook the pepper pork chop. delicious.


the four girls


my beloved bud! hahah. though there is a strand of hair flew across my face but i think it's nice and lovely! she is really a great buddy, she sees the corporate world earlier than me, she teach and i learnt many things from her. thanks bud. though we have small chats once out of blue moon but the bond is there lah. she hears me out and gossips with me. hahaha! cheeros! =)

i think due to the humid weather and the heat from the steamboat process. my rashes came out when i felt cool, it itched till the max again. grrr. but felt better after bathe.
so sorry cant join u guys to katong for drinks.
thanks to driver friend tan for the amazing car rides. heez.

third day of celebration, which is the actual day, it was celebrating with my dearest ones. lunch with paternal grandma, aunties and uncle and baba. thanks for the angbaos and the lunch and tong luk. nice tim sums.


there are many more dishes these are just the tim sums..tong luk service is real good. =)


thank you, grandma. love u lots! =)

went parkway parade. had a hay times at arcade. change for presents again. thanks baba =)


thanks baba! hee hee. always love ur accompany be it arcade, lunch, dinner or anything! thanks for always making great choices for me when i dilemma on clothes or anything. haha! =)

afterwhich, ornie came to fetch me to vivocity. had my bday dinner @ GV goldclass cum dinner. the 3-course meal was nice.


had our soup and bread at the lounge. delicious soup! =)

the main dish was simple. the soup and the dessert was nice nice nice. ornie ordered pizza. nice nice nice. really not anyohow orh. got standard de. will make ur $$$ worth till last cents. hahaha. once in a life time must try. hahaha


thanks ornie! =)


the shiok chair!


oh! the show is rataoullie. marvellous show! - the end-! =B



thanks for all the presents and angbaos. thanks thanks thanks!

thanks for all the wishes received via all network in the world. telephone, handphone, sms, mms, email. thanks all my family and friends! =)


went to play the sweet push sweet machine with shuyi! hee hee. ops! fun fun fun fun 4 times of jackPOCK(Pock-gai) !


all the rewards received!


1 big female cow, 2 super lovely sheeps, 2 small pinky smiley !


plenty of sweets, lollipops, keropok, mentos by right still have 2kg but went for trade in and received australia nuts and a pink softtoy pig. hee hee!


i just had my hair cut before school. neat and tidy. hahah. =)

i still yet to get hold of a new handphone! i gonna get one this autumn! =)

as usual, every birthday of mine, i will have big lessons learnt. no doubt, this year is the same.

it is easy to have friends, but its not easy to have real friends.
it is easy to make friends happy, but its not easy to make every single friend happy.
it is easy to help friends, but it is not easy to help every single friend.

its all about EQ! challenge ur EQ. =)

there is always a say, which says give more than u take. but who can really reach this say.
WHO can! even those who really can, not many and not always.

it really does not means, the way u wan ur friends to treat u as, is the way u treat u friend.
it is not 100% exact for sure.

if i really treat u as a friend, i would be bothered or even automatically remember ur birthday, remember what u dislikes and avoid, help u in whatever things u need, whenever i saw something resembles u, i will buy give u, or even remember ur big occasions. if i remember the big occasions, usually is shoot a well wishing sms to the friend.

vice versa, i can be cant be bothered at all. =B

it is always hard to hit a balance. ppl change, u will never know what the hell they thinking and in the end just give up and follow the flow whichever the flow leads to.

life is hard. i learnt not to make oneself suffer in order to adapt to another meaning dont force. just go with the flow. not happy means not happy. dont like means dont like. dont want to go means dont want to go. dont need to FORCE. really!, make urself happy!
extra learnings from lee qian rong- http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=150193

old phrase, not urs means not urs. therefore, if no patient means no gain.

everyone have feelings everyone can be hurt easily. therefore, if either party dont give way. thts it! game over. U, WATCH OUT! stop provoking me before i really disappear in THIN AIR. =)

humans tend to take things for granted. i have been alert that i wont be driven around for 41 days very SOON. therefore, on and off for the past week, i try to find my own route to my desired destination by myself.

all for all,


hope my autumn is a happily-fun and smooth one..... ☺


by highlowen 4:40:00 PM

afternoon *

just finsihed watching 男人之苦 (Man in Pain) from tudou.com, it was introduced by buddy jess.thanks bud! nice show! worth the time. was doing school research while watching.

i could just say, life is hard, real hard. in life, we learn many things each day. whether its good or bad we still have to face it. it was rather torturing. but its all the loved ones who are always there to give a pat on ur shoulder, a bear hug to console and accompany u thru life or even a little push to motivate u to move on life.

i always believe "once boat jetty will automatically straight". so let things take its course. take and put down. dont hold on.

would u wont believe there are always KpO humans around. no right.
THERE IS ALWAYS KPO people around. but these people are differentiate into many types,

number one. they are envy you, thts why they kpo on you
number two. they are unsecure, thts why they kpo on you.
number three, they are CUckOO, thts why they kpo on you.

the thing is, the ending is. KPO is super alright. cos who dont kpo. but u can kpo and gosssip to ur teddy bear and ur wife or gf or bf. and not towards working.

some people just dont understand wht is work and life!

some humans wont understand how one small nonsense from their BLARDY mouth and tht could easily accused or even harm the victim and loved ones lifes. wont they just get retribution. cant they be more smart.

yarh, now i truely understand why so many guys wont want to go to 2 yrs "chalet". thts really a hell. really.

thts why. whenever there is friend going to "chalet". u just have to give a word of BE BRAVE, my dear friend. u can do it. every one is human. status is just a illusion.

really, if there is a chance, i will just pack up and migrate to a farm. stay there and squeese those cow for fresh milk and drink. harvest those vegetables, tomatos, cucumber, orange, apple, strawberry and led a simple life.

wht for so hard life here.

i dont mind paying more just to get a better and most importantly PEACEFUL life. i just hate fright and nervous wrecking times. it just simply put huMAN IN PAIN.

life is so drama. till led me into becoming a sotong. blur. lost. sloppy. lazy. lifeless. and sad.

dont u think sotong is the most sad sea creatures that u can find in the spread of variety at the fish monger stall.

remember be strong! no wonder there is a drama called BE Strong gim SHun! (jia you jin shun?!?)

yes! tolerate and let the grey clouds to go pass, BE STRONG! STRONG! by highlowen 12:25:00 PM

morning ****

woooooooooooooooooooooooooooH .......................

its suMMer tiMe!

how's my autumn?!? ...........

still hook on www.youtube.com, kept on track to watch "i love blackie show" , a super noisy with girls, girls and more GIRLS, but there is a particular girl which i think she is a nice girl like nextdoor, very real, no hidden self, humourous too. she is gui gui, cos of her, she remise me my like of old flame , STITCH.

i had deepen my fonding for STICH which is also called as shi di qi! hahaha!


this is STICH speaker! bought it without hesitation though ornie violently OPPOSE, saying it will be a dust collector afterall (which is true, it is the current state now) BUT! i still feel happy whenever i see it MAH! it brightens up my day!


went to my grandma bday lunch party. PARTY? yarh, as long as there is more than 2 ppl, its party, simply bcos party makes up from NOISY. and there are hmm, 15 family members gathering at marina square PARIS international lunch buffet. though its our second time there, still it has nice embience, the spread of food is still yummilicious, BUT, no more chocolate fondue!, they changed into chocolate DIP.

anyway, did a bouquet of chocolate "flowers" for grandma. (the red bouquet we holding shown in pic) nicely perfectly done. hahaah. the whole process took only 38 minutes. whahaha. skill bo, its first time yar!


i realise i love this kind of flower. forgotten the name! but i lovin it! thanks ornie!☺



this is the doreamon autumn period. have been eating SUNSHINE bread, drinking H2O, BIG GLUP and Slurpee throughout the whole autumn, just for all these magnets. Not that i like doreamon but i like the country representative background for each magnet. all thanks to 7-eleven, have been earning my 5 bucks 5 bucks and more 5 bucks... till i got so sick, down with heavy flu and cough. And super WORST, i gave missed my vienna dinner buffet of my maternal grandma bday PARTY due to thunderous cOughing! This party is much more steady, really is PARTY, 36 family member. hahaah. but i miss it. sobss!



this two cushions and this whole buckets of sweets are won from the most 'in' sweet machine in all singapore arcades. i played mine with shuyi, we went school early and settle our school schedule rather quick, which left us with boredness ard sch. hahaha! so, we went plaza singapura to play this 'IN' machine. whahahahah! nice nice fun fun. BUT, it would be the first and last time. its really waste of money for students like me. unless i earning good salary, then of cos i dont mind sitting there, scream, squel, shout, bang, OIE!, why like tht!, swear, infront of the machine. ahahah! BTW, the sweets have been given out to many many ppl ard us, but still haven finsih eating. too much la! why dont drop potato chips than giving so much sweets.

arh then,

once again, with god's, family and friend's, terripine's blessing, i manage to pass through my modules for the second semester for uni. THanks alot! BUT still, way to go, cont to bless.....



went with ornie to toa payoh's sizzler for dinner tht saturday, it was mother's day promotion, it was in-deliberately, as he just wanting me to try something new, salad buffet dinner. heh... NICE! ended with the big iCE-cream! creamly-milkily-sweet!



was on the way home after thursday night class, feeling tunderly hungry and went to kallang drive thru for pkt of fries and saw SHREk's elf, hahahaha, no lah, those macdonald employees , hahah, they are so shrek till can explain to me the whole promotion which had just started on tht day for 3 min, and of cos, its for children charity, why not?, so, i have mine shreak ear band tooz! hahaa!



OHHHHH!!!! Yea!



its PsP! yeah! buddy help me buy this PsP, with her ard, i always have good deal! actually she is the most suitable candidate for the deal or no deal show! whtever price the dealer gives, she has her most skillful bargaining power to have the best deals. kudos to bud! ☺it was so fun gaming with bud at tori! and of cos, the fun increase when we game with ch to ikea. hahaah!

have been playing for days, weeks, and yupp, wonderful! with the companion of my gui bing gou, some say is toy poodle, some say is teddy dog breed. whtever it its, it is wonderfully cutely pretty nice! having this companion makes me not so lonely. her name is HOBO. whahahah.

oh ya! am playing nitendo ds dogs, nice nice! cooking mama , nicenice! lovin it! thanks for buying the memory card , mainly to dl more games for me to play so tht i can sit still and SHUT UP in car rides. hahaah!

wann some ice-cream? choco and vanila mix! Yummy?

No....... WHY?!?

OH! bcos, its a pen! whahaha! i saw this kinda of pens, utensils many times ard bugis and raffles city, but i always bu she de buy. bcos dunno why too. but now, i OWN one! hahahah. its a little present from elle, whahaha, lovin it, thanks!

*oh ya, thanks to bud for intro me a website and a drama show, we are drama-ians not movie-ians. ohhOps! ha!. thanks to soo too, ur chruchyroll website gives me best chase back for all the movies i missED. hee hee.

and....
HAPPY birthday to SOO. may all ur dreams come true. ☺

this morning was watching the apprentice, for martha stewart. wooo! this woman is my idol! super idoling her! she is wonderwoman. her DIY, her creative thoughts and everything a girl should know to make living more simple, interesting, clean, etc..... is all there. Mind you, she is a self made BILLIONAIRE! whoahOooo!

AND

the pt is, this show hor, its a long time ago show, its a repeat series, and hor, there is 2 groups, the point is, one group is name MATCHSTICK. thts my fyp group name. hahaaha! and the thing is hor, RECRUIT tan jy, did u get the idea of the group name from this show. ahahah. but its a brilliant name which almost everyone including martha goes saying ,' its a good one'!

anyway, martha is a fabulous lady! have been watching her television show and websites, now watching her apprentice series, still, i idol her. her creative ideas just makes me want to learn more from her.

mainly bcos, i love to recycle products used and turn them into something meaningful and useful. like.........................



this is a MUG root beer can drink, i got the idea from bro, he place this can in his room to motivate and constantly remind him to MUG hard in his studies. so, i went to have one too, and with stickers and can opener, it became a $1 coin motivation cum saving can.


the canvas drawing is my 'O' level examination art piece, now its my room decor piece. hahaha! and u know wht, a simple few strokes on canvas is selling for at least 70 bucks at IKEA. i also wan to sell but mine so colourful couldnt be 70 la hor. afterall, its a 6 months sweat and tears art piece. it is an abstract art piece, theme is the garden city, singapore!


this is my earrings holder, its done by using myojo bowl noodle. cool! hee hee! brilliant idea yea!


my 'dressing table' is a used television/video cabinet. hahahahaah! my dad have been consistently commenting its rather NOT APPROPRIATE! he insisted on buying me an APPROPRIATE dressing table. BUT, i think its brilliantly smart to use tht as my dressing table MAH! hmmmmm.....but really not very swee huhh, its a simple and standby thing. afterall, i will get a APPROPRIATE dressing table sooon. whahahah ☺


due to ever-changing room decor, this pic blog would be my only re-memory lane.

sometimes, living in a colourful little place, filled with little things which will make one smile is a wonderful feeling which not many ppl will understand but will nag on why wasting so much money on useless things. hahaha!

anyway, still, everyday i learn something.......

Sometimes i really dont like to see some things but its of cos unavoidable.
i have learnt tht there is no such word as BALANCE, no such thing.
there is only MORE or LESS, nothing is STRAIGHT.

no one cant draw straight line or a perfect shape.
no one can balance perfectly.
no one is perfect, of cos.

life is unpredictable
life is dramatic-ly real.

in life, u wont know when ur chance is due.
in life, u wont know when ur ups and downs is coming.

therefore, cherish the opportunity and cherish ur chance!
belief there is " wht comes ard, goes ard"!

website for u&me
http://www.marthastewart.com/
http://tyrashow.warnerbros.com/

I always...... love to read and learn, but when comes to hands on arh, it really needs to find TIME(when free?), RESOURCE(materials are found?), MOOD(happy?sad?bored?), PEOPLE(for who?u wont want to do already then no usage worth right?).

Summer is here......

i wanttttttt


her pink g-shock/baby-g watch....it cant be found any casio shop! boooohoooohooo.....

i still like and want

casio exlim s600! come to mEEE!

i didnt get any new phone but very soon i HAVE to get one. my orange phone have concussion many times and is having numerous internal injury. so...... my target would be........................


Nokia 6110 Navigator...


BUT, i want it in


WHite! it's much nicer ye! this has alot of feature in one phone! 3.5G, bluetooth, radio, mp3, video, etc (http://www.mobile-review.com/review/nokia-6110-navi-en.shtml) ....all in one...sure lag...but i still want....and nEEd it, before my current orange phone say byebye.....

living in summer......I NEED A HAIR CUT!
hope my summer is a happily-fun and smooth one..... ☺
by highlowen 3:30:00 PM

nights ****

wow woww wowww

santa claus went back to home town already.......

so i ......ehemmmmmmm

dearest fortune god,





hahahah, for coming chinese new year, i wish for.......


w850i... golden white one de hor.....wowww.... i like lah....


and also



orange- exilim... wowwwww wowoww..... i like lah lah....


arh bo hor..... gimme a


ORANGE nissan march larh.. wowww wowww WOWWWWW... i like lah lah LAH.....

hahahaha..... i just like and lovin it.... bai tuo bai tuo..... =B

& & & & & & & & &

i oso want steamboat dinner! bai tuo bai tuo.... =B

sweet dreammzzz....
sleeppp tite.........
goody nite.....
=B............. by highlowen 12:15:00 AM

morning ****

whao whaoo whaooooo

hahahaha

oki... yarh i am finally here back....

its like 4 months already... heee...

each month each day each hr each min there is something happenning somewhere somehow

lets seee....

september 2006 - MY 21st BDAE yarh...hahaha... i had a celebration at mcdonald's party house... each time i wan to celebrate or do things.... it must be special and FUNNY... funny rite... cont laugh...is oki.... hahahaa... its a super last min thing... i think the party house exploded.. i no time to organise.... so just come , hahaha, yea yea,..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY.... hugs and laughter.... and THANKS FOR COMING....catch up again yea.... WHAO, my baby - sweety or whtever arh hun, u so big already arh, so fast arh, hahahah..... but stilll thanks... =) i think i did made a history in family and friend's life memory - " my neice/friend/ cousin 21st bday at mcdonald lor" - and they can proudly says " they attend mcdonald party house before".... cool mann....

next step of education learning chapter would be attending murdoch university. dealing with those ang mo lecturers, thinking wht ang mo papers they going to set for exams and projects. freak the out of me for results once again. hahaha but i smoothly pass thru my first trimester. thanks to all gods and ah gong(s) for the blessings. love all of ya. =) wooo!eh! cont bless me for another yr of my uni days hor. plssss...

october 2006 - happy birthday, buddy jess. love ya =)

november 2006 - 21 yrs 2 months and 6 days old, which means on the 811, 8th nov, i KAO DAO my driving licence already. whahahaha. tht's really a top secret. except buddy and darl darl and the ONiE knows my process of learning.whahah. thanks for ur encouragements. thanks to all gods and ah gong(s) once again to give me smooth learning and passing in this process. whahahah. cmon, in life, work hard is a need, but also need LUCKs and blesssings mah. hahaha...


*i was working at this place, they lost this cust application form. then everyone is finding this form like siao. it just disappear till dunno where but everyone says this cust name familiar lehz. (i think they de ja vu, haha). but in the end, the form is still unfound. at this pt of time, the leader asks one officer, "wht religion u are in", "oh, christian lo", "i think u better bring ur bible to this room, u know, put it at somewhere to have blessing, hor!",

then he added to all other collegues,

" bring all ur religion's blessing things, like god's pic, or put a coin on the calculator face, all these to prevent any mischap and smooth sailing work. ", "wow, really anot, need mehz", "sometimes are is better to prevent than no prepared, somethings really have to believe"

* back

after hearing wht he says, whao, he team leader, also believe this arh. but really lah, somethings u will never know. oh yarh, congrates to ling mei, she pass her driving too.. heez. she first time too wor..she manual lehz... her skill is zai ...hahah...

december 2006 - christmas! whaoooo....had a dinner with friends at fish and co. i think every child or say every human still loves present. high part is always the gift exchange. ahhaha. met up jess, heng, mh at ecp, still dunno why u 2 can so gay. hahaha. all thanks to director lai. hahaha. really funn to meet up them and i receive bangkok presents from buddy wor... heeez. she still rems me... she bought loads to stuff, tees, earrings, rings, necklace for me.. (oh yarh, i wore both tees already, nice nice wor... THUMBS UP, thanky, love ya)

went to countdown the new yr with onie at esplanade, yarh yarh, FIREWORKs, oki, be it, oki, it will be first and last to squeese myself there, cant stand crowded places. wait for an hr for the fireworks and BA BA BA PHEWWWWWWWWWW......wow wow wowwwwwwwwwww...........but we are lucky la, we stand tht place is the right place. nice view and BA in front.. machiam some 3d or 4d anime. hahahaa. anyways. lovely nice. after the BA is sure for some squeezing. irritating. ahaha. went to find some fresh air at ecp and home sweet home. happy 2007 aheads!


january 2007 - first week of the 2007, due to some viruses and nonsense i eat, i am down with sorethroat, cough , fever, vomit and hug the toilet bowl again. hahhaah. cool right. but i believe that goes saying i am just virussing out the bads and welcoming the goods. whahahahaha. oh yea.


since we came to this world, our first friend would be the baby sleeping beside us ..... u wont know who, if u know, u SIAO, anyway, as we grow up, we know more friends, like collect stickers, we collect more and more friends.

(if say u are a girl) ---> not every GIRL friend we met, we can talk heart to heart or have special bond with. only a few u really have deep feelings and bond with. even u are damn busy with life, any big issues happen, u sure to think of her and meet her up and hee hee hahaha, how arh, why arh, why like tht, shit lor, hai yo, siao one la, brain jipp zui(brain got water), etc..... of cos lar, when u miss her and too long never meet, u will call and hey, meet up mann, lunchy, dinnery, suppery, so far haven try breakfasty, maybe should try hor... hahaha... but i can just say, if something happen to the friend, dunno why lar, is either god's plan or coinicidence, u sure to feel something amiss. thts the bond.

there goes without saying, each BOY friend we met , not every of them we can talk heart to heart to and have special bond. or we can develop way off to become a couple. but once again dunno is wht strength, it will be tht boy friend, which will be the one to be magnet to u and be a couple with u. amazing. and there goes those honeymoon period, fighting, quarreling, whinning, talking in deep heart to heart, and start the milestones and story of u2 together.

its really not easy to meet someone u can talk and CLICK with. it is selective. but it's not within ur control.

there is this aim: " work hard and earn money till i dont need to see the price tag anymore"

cool right. hahaha no need to see price tag, take and pay and GOgogogog...hahaha..

life just goes on....let it go let it go let it gooo.......



* if u see this, just wanna to tell u, let mine..............

Sunshine and love be with you
In rainy days, I shall be with you
Love is no fool Dreams come true
Love is no fool Dreams come true
i will be there for you....

everyone have to have dream then will have goal and aim for it. =)
life just need, love, faith and confidence. =)
Paint ur Life with COLORS. whahaha =)

by highlowen 10:40:00 AM

nights *

by right toda, it would be a sweet and nice day to end with.

but by left,

it had been long since i stayed up till so late still haven sleep.

the last time i am awake at this time, its due to nightmare. luckily, my bro was there to accompany me.

this time round, the fault lies on myself, why, cos due to my curiousity i really killed a "cat". and no one will be there for me.

i read the testimonials, tears just rolled down my face, shattered. cracked.

sometimes somethings are just so COMPLICATED.
sometimes somethings just dont say white lie or whtever lie.
cos sometimes somethings will eventually float out.

sometimes i really think i really deserve scolding.
sometimes i really think i no fate.
sometimes i really think just jump back.
sometimes i really dunno wht i doing.

after much consideration, should i be alone, learn to be independent again

still, confidence level is low, i think the lowest.

i am blinded. by highlowen 1:32:00 AM

Nights ***

wooo...

here again, life is all abt learning and perserverence.

dont give up. yeah. dont give.

today i finally understand wht is talent. talent is something tht is miracle-ly happens on each human, so long if u are able to breathe u sure to have a talent. but this talent will be uniquely urs only. not every one can do it nor have it. its something in u.

eg. learning how to do art and craft i still can learn learn draw draw and tar dar okay. but if call me learn wht language, be it jap, french or whtever. it would take me double time to complete it.

from toda, i really have to say skills are like talent, cant be rushed, u dunno means dunno, u slow in learning it means slow, if u wan to rush i think also no use.

and of cos lar, u need the luck there also. but hor, some ppl are still so smart haiz. ahahahahahaha.

oki lar, life is uncomparable. if u compare, it just make one more miserable.

**********
i receive my results already. thank god and ah gong. hee hee.

**********

sometimes, u just do somthing blindly, u follow ur heart, u go on and on and on...but u dunno how funny u are doing those things....

till....

you found out another person also doing that to you....

u saw ur mirror.....

u know exactly wht and how the person feels....

this is the moment u sit down think and open ur heart take a step back and understand the person....

human are like this, they wont know how the other party feels unless they experience the party's feeling.

i am sorry, hee hee =)

************

if u make someone smile, u will smile too. if u make someone sad, u will sad too. vice versa. =B by highlowen 10:48:00 PM

nights ***

ah gong, how are u over there le, it had been 7 yrs already. still, whenever, i recall the day the scene u left me, tears just roll off.

hai yo yo. mmmmmz, the little jing yun, now, hui wen, but always ur arh hun have grown up through many happenings. she had been learning wht is life though she had only learn for 20 yrs. hahah.

maybe the life pace is getting faster and faster and faster as she grow up.

ah gong, u wont believe it that ur granddaughter that you had held her little hands with. the granddaughter you kept telling her not to be naughty, telling her must study hard, must be a good girl had eventually graduated from diploma moving on to university already. i think you are smiling over there right. juz for you. =)

trying to wear the square hat, if i can, its not easy but i will try, i am on my way. bless me oki. hahaaa. of cos it hadnt been easy, i met many great friends along my path, they helped and guided me alot. you must bless them too oki.

do you know there is still one thing i still trying to learn, that is to learn to make decisions. may u guide me, oki. hahaah.

do you know that at times when there are some things or people dunno gotta wht nuts in their brains or their heart are painted with black coating, they just hurt ppl anyOhowily. but life is life, i have already learned to accept all kinds of them.

do you know that i am refrain from love relationships already. i am far away from it already. i dunno wht is love already. dunno. when i learn wht is love, i fell right hard off from the ship. The fall is hard enough to let my tears roll uncontrollabily. but from this ship i learn that what comes around really goes around. i learnt it.

do you know that i miss you so much, ah gong, the boy who talks, laugh, play and console me when i cry, my childhood kaki, the boy who play and teach me everything from 123, abc to scissor paper stone. the days are remembered always and ever.

do you know these few days i fall sick. and IN ORDER TO OBTAIn mc hor, i went to see the family doctor le, ai yoh, i tell u hor, they change change change le lehz, since pri sch i went there till now, the place, the venue, the doctor, the nurse, the chair, the fan, the shelf, the consultation room is the SAME. but hor, the spoon different lehz, got color le lehz, blue, yellow, pink, and ORANGE. ahahhaa. the nurse gave me all sorts of color she have. but at her desk got blue and yellow only, orange and pink in store room. so i took the blue and yellow only.

whahahaa. and i just had my cough syrup feeling the effect of drowsy le, i go orrh orrh le.

grandpa, take care. love u. bless me happy happy de grow up oki. hahhaha

your arh hun

by highlowen 11:32:00 PM

nights ****

21st june

met up with darl darl at bugis... it had been long long time since i lay my feet on bugis village. ai yoh....soo many things to touch seee BUYYY.. hahaaha nice cool yeah! =)

short date, short dinner, but many many things to catch up and chat about. =P


23rd june

met up with buddi at tampines mall... hahahah....it had been long long time since i lay my feet on tampines mall... ai yoh...soo many things to toucch see BUYYY.......hee hee nice cool yea! =O

short date, short dinner, but many many things to catch up and chat about. =P

OPSSS...am i repeating myself...ahahaa...

yarh it have been long long time since i do walk walk ard these places. hee hee.. sometimes meeting up and walk ard doing girly things really make a girl feel lighten up and happy up. yeah. =) by highlowen 1:04:00 AM

Noon *

hmmz....long weeks ago, it was a rather dunno wht weeks ago. Many things happen(of cos!) and gone just like tht.

2nd of June
Friends went into camp. The day came by. Grumble and more grumble ahahaha. But i believe they will experience a different life and have a BUNCH of all sorts and patterns de' friends yeah. Aahaha.

6th June
work as usual. But heard a philosophy from my accountant, arh wen i tell u yar....... “A standard formulae of human is that human relationships can start from a good good, then opinion clash so quarrel quarrel, then complain complain, then grumble grumble but STILL in the end they will stick their butt together again.So when u are the one they complain to, just listen and dont go and itchy butt and help here and there in the end the one accused cum scolded and hurt will be you, just listen and thts it.”

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

In the nights, Received msg from chin ting yeah. Had girls chat with her and soo. It was long since the last conference talk yea.

After that was a ARGh , frustrate moment.

Anyway, its over. Sometimes its one just cant defeat its own character. hahahaa.

7th June
After months of thinking of soo's present, we went to get her present toda. CH, MH, and HW met up and went to get the present. Woo. Its bless to have these two guys accompany to buy present. Another brain another decision decider. =)

I am bad at making choices. Hahaha but i am good at listing presents this this this that that that suits her. Ya da ya da Till we saw this bag hanging on this manique. Ai YOH. Nice lo. The three of us nod head. Thts straight added into the choices of presents for her. haha.

after browsing the whole mall, we still came back to the shop for the bag. The bag is more wow wow when we found out that it can be side carry and sling. So cool rite. Yeah. Hahahaa especially this bag suits her cos, soo is going for accountant studies so yup. This bag is great just for her mann. Can put in files books whtever she wan also can dump in. esp. she likes to put lotsa of things. Hahaa u name it, she has it. CH made the last decision. NOD NOD and i made the payment and there we went on to buy a card for her. Ai Yoh. Tht 2 guy also funny larh. Choose cards also can so happy and fast. They made decision too. thanks.

Aftertht, i spend an hr writing the card. Hahaha. Hope she likes it.


8th June
this day have finally reached, GRADUATION DAY, ai YOH, it was since soo long i woke up so early yar. But it was a fun morning, preparing myself and kept reminding myself rem to bring the present for soo. Hahahaha. And the thunder scare us off but turining grey and RAIN. Ahahaha. Nvm. We set off at 850am, sat a cab over. Hahahaa.

As my work dont require me to wear heels i have been wearing flat shoes for months and months. Till this day, i have to wear heels, ai YOH, i walked so funnily lo. Ahahahaha. GRrrrrrFunny registration system. Make me climb up and down the stairs. Haahaha. Then sat on my seat alocated for me. And SOO is sitting 1 seat away from me. Hahahaa. In the end i shift myself near her. Hahah. Was there sms and bluetoothing pictures to her. Hahaha. Happy birthday to you, gurl! =)



Not long, i found myself on stage receiving my certificate......... BOOKLET. Hahahaha.

After the whole thing, it was friends and family photo taking session. Tik tiak tik tiak tik tiak non-stop.



above are all the memories of 3 years in poly hey dayz. =)

glad tht i met many people over the 3 yrs in poly. many things happen and bury off. lessons are taught learnt about life and relationships.

remembered, all the in lecture talks jokes and laughters.

remembered, yr 1, 4 of us sitting at the biz park canteen, sitting under then fan, and totally went hay wire once the clock strike 530pm, laughing off our butt.

remembered, i stick my face onto the ice cream machine. fascinated.

remembered, extra tution to prepare for exam, my tutors , thanks alot.

remembered, going to soo house for majong session.

remembered, all the ups and downs,the memories.

and of cos,

remembered, our gossip and talking everything under the sun moon star planet,hahaha , giggles and laughter, grumbles and haiz and AI yOH, with my buddi, many thanks to you, hahaha =)


BACK......

Suddenly i found that my leg is tired. So suaning pain. Hahaha.

Jackson drove 6 of us to marina square to celebrate soo's bday. Went to kenny rogers for lunch. Nice chicken. Then to kbox. Sing sang sung. And i swung my shoe off. Hahahaha. After kbox, ht and wj join us. Was thinking where to eat. Was walking ard marina square. Here and there. Ahahaha i think i cant stand my heels anymore. I was about to crack. Hahah. Then we settle at billy bombers. Wooo. I cant store any food into my stomach. Very full. Hahaah. So drank the root beer , plus cookies and cream milk shake. Ahahaha nice milkshake. I love milk shake.

Then home sweet home. =)

9th June
had a farewell party for meng hoe. All the best, xiao di in army yeah. =) thanks for the fun dinner at pizza hut too. =P

10th June
celebrated bro's 17th birthday. Ai YER. We went to Kallang KFC for lunch. Hahahaa. We went to parkway arcade to play. Wht mann. Hahahaa funny place. Haahaha laugh off my butt mann. Oh yarh, cousin barbara joined us. Hees. Then went to swensens to have our dinner at swensens. AI YER. Haahahah make a fool out of the fools mann. I earned for my bro a firehouse HOR. Cos its his actual birthday. Hahahah. Its a joke mann. Funny place. Ahhahaah. Happy birthday to you brother, MAY ALL UR DREAMS COME
TRUE.....TiiiinKKkkkkkk...driIIiiikkkkkkkk........kinnnnnnkkkk...


ahhahaha. Had this mushroom and salmon pasta. So milky then had ice cream too. Woot.hahaha

My day did not end here.



Uncle T drove me to huiyi's birthday party at aranda country club chalet. Hahaha. Laugh talk then cut cake eat cake. Its ICE CREAM CAKE. Ai yoh. No wonder larh. In the end, i found myself damn tired. And played majong, 3am went jen's house for shelter cos i didnt bring keys. She stayed at bedok reserviour. Hahaha woo, her house is cosy, help her pack her room then 6am sleep till 9am sit cab go home bathe then sleep. HAHAHA. I slept till 2pm then wake up and sleep back at 430pm til 645pm. SLEEP is always the best luxury. =)

Some places are so small yet they can sell nice clothing. Did a big shopping over there. Dont judge a book by its cover yeah. FEI hua. Hahahah =P

13th June
Stupid BROTher, you better remember this day for life. You Owe me, yeah. Remember mann. Its so arghhhhhhh angry, upset, frustrating of myself.. arghhhhhhh. Nightmare mann.


14th June
there are still many things to learn in life. Of cos i know rite. But things are just not so simple. As we grow up, the more ugly side of nature is showing too.

Who says growing up is easy.


17th June
went out after work. Car ride yeah. Hee hee. Ai yoh. This day also sway lar. Hahahaha .when one is sway will sway dao di. Hahaha.

Anyway, I FORGOTTEN TO bring HP again. HAHAAHHAA. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

But thanks to aunt and uncle T for listening to my ya da ya da. Hahaahah.

Went to army market too. AI YOH. Its so different le. Its not like the past le. Last time, i can stay there for hrs and hrs now arh i stay there not even 30 mins. Nothing to shop over there le. Kosong! =S

oh yar, its just sweet to know tht there is silence reader to blog. Ai yOh. Thanks to you. Hugs hugs. Thanks for listening to my terrible argh happening too. hahahaa Your concern to me is deeply felt and appreciated. =)

18th June
MY WHOLE DAY IS PPLIVE.com. Hee hee. Thanks to Ch and my brother. Hee hee.

watched a day of nu ren wo zui da. QUEEN... hahahaha. Nice variety show. So girlllll. =)


thats all, bless me. =) by highlowen 12:12:00 PM

nights.....

hmmmmmmmmzzzzzz.....

a very peaceful saturday, very unlike the usual saturday when my uncle will drive me ard spore, hee, cos he went overseas for his fishing crave...so ya....i went back home st after work...hahahaa

had a nice bathe, nice choco ice cream, funny variety show and

had a longgg longggg nappp since soo long soo long....hahaha

at this timing, i should SLEEP EARLY cos tml i am going for a 10km walk...the BIG walk....BUT BUT BUT....due to my longg sweet napp...i cant get to sleep now..ahaha

and i have drank a cup of MILO milk le...waiting for the effect to come...ahahaha

arghh.....

615am wake up shouldnt be a problem hor....since i can wake up at 440 HAHAHAHAHA!

oki, crap!

hmmmz...found this long lost very fond song of mine...fly me to the moon...just love this kinda of jazz jazz soothing song...hahahaa


fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars,
let me see you what spring is like on jupiter and mars.

in other words, hold my hand.
in other words, baby, kiss me fill my heart with song

and let me sing forever more you are all i long for,
all i worship and adore.

in other words, please be true.
in other words, i love you ............


heeez....


stone age says that, in order to GRAB hold of this guy, u must GRAB hold his stomach first.

haiz...

modern age says that, in order to ATTRACT this girl, u must ATTRACT her stomach first.


heeez...i tell u...this is very true.....

of cos, this girl must have this 30% of likes for u, if is a 0% of likes, then i think forget it hao le but i think more or less will add points lar..dont dishearted..ahaha...

anyway, my bro just let me see this blog of his friend. ai yoh, tht bf also dished out steak meal for his gf oki, not steak nia hor, the plate consist of mashed potatoes, corn, brocolli and some baby carrots at the side and mushroom soup too.... seee lar...seee....



hahaa how can a 17 yr old girl will not get touched.....having this 17 yr old bf who is so sweet..hahaha..

actually i observed that this generation guys (i think starting from yr 1980s onwards). Mostly can cook well yeah..thats wht i see..ahaha..i think all thanks to the ministry of education having this HOME ECONOMICS subject..ahaha...

hmmm..have to admit...i will whao at guys who knows how to cook...hahahaahah..but lehz..as i said...if the girl has no interest in u...u can earn points from cooking more often...ahaha...anyway...if the girl have interest in u already, and u still cook for her..i think thts it...u are there....haahahaa...



thts why, i fell in love with my grandpa cos he knows how to cook well..HAHAAHAHAHA! (anyway, if he dunno how to cook i also love him la, just tht he feeds me with nice food lehz, so of cos love him even more more rite, hahahah, and yarh, due to those nice food, my childhood looks are always CHUBBy)

my mum cooks well, and she hooked my dad's stomach, but my dad arh..... haiz...ahahahaha....he is still in stone age....still there grumbling tht i cant cook....

wait till one day i WHIP out a ten course dinner....WAIT nia hor...ahahaah...but hello, at least i know how to bake cake with RICE COOKER...ahahahahhah!..... =P

and most impt, its edible, heez *wink wink....thank you =)



all right, the milk effect is effecting, hahaha..................... =B by highlowen 2:03:00 AM

nights ***

what more can i say....the planet is still spinning and spinning each day....

everyone is getting tired and tired each day, older and older, learning more and more things, seeing more and more things each day.

hmmm....stupid girl (duuuu, tht girl wearing the black specs) flew to USA already. she will be back on 12 october 2006, woooohooo..heez...

That morning is emotional...woke up as early as 440am....

had the floating feeling again due to the lack of sleep....but when the time came by...the last hugs and byes...there comes the emotional part....MEIXIN lar...at first, she was totally fine...when i turn around again...her tears cornered her eyes...and she is tearing away already...awww...haiz....but still some of us manage to hold ourself back. heez.

bon voyage to stupid girl, see ya on 12th october. =)



one saturday, my aunt and uncle dorve me to whampoe to have my lunch...the food there was heh...alright lor...edible.....ahaha...BUT thts not the main pt....

after lunch, we went to shop ard the shops there.

walk arh walk...then saw this shop having a puppy with her hair tied up infront...haahah.. as the puppy's hair are covering her eyes so the owner got to tie up her frindge so as to give the puppy a better sight ...she is soooooo cuteeee....never seen a dog so intelligently cute....how to say lehz...see arh...when u go in...she wont attack u...she will give a distance between u and her in order not to scare u....then she will stand up with her both limps and wishes us like "gong xi gong xi" but i think is "welcome welcome" ahahaha....

as she sees me taking pictures of her...ai yOH...she is so vain...in just a short 5 min....she can pose all sorts of pose..what u wan...lie down..sit....stand..stick out tongue....all she will do it..and i think she is too model already...why lehz...cos she knows where to look at the camera....hahahaa...

what a cute 2 yr old puppy..
hope u find ur mate soon...
whahahaahaha! =P




there are friends asking me who is gomu gomu (my msn nick) this is him.... he had been with me for 7 yrs =)




By chance, my collegue and i was flipping a magazine and saw this cute baby promoting some product..and he is soooooo cute that we tear the page out and see wht i did to him...a MAKEOVER oki...haahah so COOL rite...hahahaah! yeah, cool dude....



tht time.....during late march2006.....at genting......
the space shot adventure at genting outdoor themepark....from so excited then so ohhh...hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil time...then spppppppuuuuuuu.....up we go and puuuuuuuuuuuuuu down we came....





Would u appreciate

a hand made cake, like this, full of sincerity, taste okay nia,



OR OR OR


a cake like this brought from a bakery......nicely baked by some chef...taste okay nia too....







its like reality,

some human just put in their ultimate effort, full of sincerity and they are truely geniuely nice. even if they have some flaws, their sincerity and real will be touched and remembered by you.

unlike some human they are just beautiful at the outside but in the inside of the human u will never know whether its nice or awful, cos this is called disguised. normally, these cakes are like human, they look nice and treat ppl damn nice at first, but as the yrs goes by and when u found out how awful the person is, at this moment u will feel more and more deceived and disgusted of the human. like the cake, its so nice so tempting, but once u have a taste of it...oh noo.......its not the one.....and u will rem the cake which u will not buy anymore again.

so who will u appreciate more...the one full of sincerity human or the one who is disguised human....

or u are already blurr....nvm...this is just a man-made philosophy, if u understand, u understand, if u dont, there will be lessons in later life shown to be understand. =)

LAST but not least, gomu gomu is tired. =B by highlowen 11:52:00 PM

morning *****

hoooheeee....

after an hour of morning jog, i didnt notice my neighbourhood ish sooo pretty yarh, and found out that there are so many old ppl exercising. woohoo.... i think i love tai -ji. just peace peace peace-FULLY sway ur hand left to right, sway ur body left right, sway ur head left right, sway and sway. so peaceful. unlike. jogging. cursing and grumbling all the way. hahahaah!.

and it ended with a flight of 16 steps. phew!!!!!

the feeling of sweating is really great. and sweat-bathing is WHAO!. every shit thing also shit out mann. anyway. thts the morning.

i have swing myself a leave toda. had cleared all my cheques to be issued yesterday and swing myself a holiday today. partly also to accompany bella darl darl.

it would be a long long holiday. tml is good friday yeah. and the most happening thing is that, this sunday i will be going to CHOP my passport to JB for a short short sweet trip with buddi and ling mei n faimly. thanks to Uncle Foo. woohoo. can irritate Soo again. hahaha. BUT i dun wan to tio piak from her. luckily, got buddi with me. yeah! hahaaha! =P

alright, last saturday, after the post, my boss invited us to sakura lunch buffet, at downtown east. yahoo...i have been eyeing on tht sakura for long. everyone is showing their thumbs up for this restaurant. must admit, really yummy. gobble gobble and gobble. with muiltiple stamina on buffet. i counted as not bad eater hor. hahaha. there is one choco cream puff. whao tell u. DAMN DAMN nice. i busy eating till never take a pic of tht. sooo nice. slurp***



after that, it was raining, i had to wait for my dear birthday boy friend to pass me things, i had waited at the lobby for freaking 2 hrs. and i am so tired after the bandung drink i had at the buffet. but cant sleep. their sofa arh. no good no good. and i ended up self photo taking session. watch those terripines in the SPA POND. wooo. so relax lor. pond so big. so many terripines. so many company. hahaha. watch till my darl darl come and drive me up. hahahaha. thanks alot to her. so lucky to have some one pick me up. if not rottenED there also noone knows. ahahaha. the bbq was fun. was so tired till went crazy. hahaha. happy birthday, zk! =)


BOOOM !!!! ahahahahaha.. =P


on sunday, had lunch with soo and gang. hahaah. 2 more friends received their army letters. hee. i saw this jig saw puzzle, whao damn SWEEE hor. SWEEEEEEEE. swweee. hahaha. had a enjoyable time at toy's'rus (Shit, i forgotten how to spell) ahahha. anyway, it was a fun kingdom. hahahah. 5 ppl. whao whao whao. new toy lehz. hahahaa.

afterthat, thanks to jackson drove me and other guys to yvonne's condo. heng arh, he brought me there. if not i really have to 240. damn ulu. whAOOOO. but nice nice nice. sooo nice hor the condo. the safari theme. tsktsktsktsk.

if i have the money mann. if i have. sure mann. sure. move in with my buddi jessica she enjoys too.hee. see arh, at night cant sleep also can walk around talk to hippo. elephant, leopard, or even tortise. watch the stars, rock on the 2 ppl rocking chair till tired. swim all u wan. bowling. bowl all u wan. whts more.

there is more more more but i didnt explore all. i scared i lost my way, then very malu have to seek help from their"zookeeper". hahah

tsktsktsk. this is it mann. hahahah. who mann. who step in wont WHAO. i think the person eyes TIAp stamp. hahaha.



oh yarh, thanks to caroline, she drove me home wor, heez, thanks alot alot. see the confident driver. twist twist. hahaah! and i landed home safely =O

yesterday, had a small celebration. happy birthday to director yip. thanks for the complimentry cake!!! HAHAHA. but its secret recipe de hor, banana chocolate cake, wooo. yummy. slurp slurp. =B

by highlowen 9:17:00 AM

morning....

its weekend again, woohooo....

life is normal, hahaha, wake up, changed, ready, work, home, eat, watch tv, sleep.
sometimes go gai gai or go eat eat after work. woohooo....

work is hmmm, pretty normal, still can handle, on and off will still miss this friend " this kaki of mine...a friend, a colleague, a helping mate, a talking mate, a lunch mate, a pour water mate, a wash cup mate, a laughing mate, a play game mate (we secretely played, shhhhhhh)" i extract out from my previousSS postSS. heee. missed. =)

i have been sticked and GLUED to www.youtube.com . thanks to uncle, who gave me one url and i have been watching more and more and more and more and MORE video clips in there. hahah. good. *thumbs up*. heez. actually previously, i did notice my brother browsing this website many many times. but tot its a lame and video those funny funny lamy lamy video clips. but yarh, it glued me. =O

alright, have a wonderful weekend, yeah!!! by highlowen 9:58:00 AM

morning ****

surprising-ly, i woke up soo early today without any morning call nor alarm. hahah. had this very heart-sad dream. very sad. maybe thts why it makes me wake up early yar.

sometimes, somethings, are just not under ur own control. it just happen. u just have to grow up and deal with it. one old fashion method cant use for all case. so its soooo case to case basis.

sometimes, someppl, u just try ur very best, very very best already, but things just dont turn out to be what u want. u are just out of way. have to get back on the way.

sometimes, someppl, are just like jig saw puzzle, why?? , cos they always cant complete the beautiful picture u are yearning and aim for. its like a team, u work together, u start together, the team member is very encouraging, u think the member will strive till the end, but in the end, u are the only person left to complete the whole project/picture. as if one person can create a beautiful picture when the picture needs 2. leaving.

this really argh.

but i think this dream and real life incident gave me this very good example. jig saw!

when doing something, just complete it! just suffer alittle more. and u will get a beautiful picture yarh. dont give up mah!

when eating a bread, the ingredient is hidden at the very middle of the bread, but u just gave a bite or two and complain,ehz! dont taste de lehz, but u haven eat till the ultimate part of the bread right, maybe u reach tht part, u will get most fantastic taste u yearning for.

but sometimes, some things are just soooo nice, and when u get to taste it woooo....marvellous, and u cont ur ice-cream apple and u found a more yummy chocolate ball in it. soo, its very unexpected.

u can grumble, but try to finish the task and duty too. have a fruitful life. =)

last last sunday, went to my dad's company family day. woo. ZOO. woo. hahaha. carnival. games. ANIMALS. FOOD. performance. laugh. laugh till teared. ahahah. enjoyed myself. of all, i think the white tiger is the most prestigious. most MAN de. most protective. most an quan gan. hahahaa. =O

wht do u do when u dunno wht to do.
tardar..........snap snap snap and SNAP.
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by highlowen 8:43:00 AM

morning ******

whooo hoooo......

back here once again...

it had been a long long long time yar...ahahahah..thts cos many things scheduled and i had follow them one after another one. it really had been very very fun since the day i GRADUATED from my temasek polytechnic. whoo hoo. saw it. i FINALLY graduated. hee heez. yeah! thts the end of polytechnic life. it had been confirmed by receiving the letter from temasek polytechnic. heez! hahaha. ANYWAY. =)

initially, the path of mine is very unsure. very very unsure.cos i dun plan things ahead. so, i really dunno where to head to. work or continue studies. studying is a very very challenging thing to me. cos i know i am not the studious type. and YARH, i dammit hate examination. from pushing, squeezing and squashing every details and informations into my peanut brain to the anxious waiting for results. argh! hahahah!

SO! i had take up the job at jean yip group pte ltd. yes! my attachment company, they had asked me since chinese new yr. since i dunno what i want. i took up this job. thinking, i could work and think of what i really want. hahah!

alright, dont talk abt tht anymore. shhh.

after getting tht job. i did not die die work die die-ing-ly. while i working, i still feel tht i am holidaying, ahahah! maybe not forever, but for now, yes! maybe now it is still categorise as the "honeymoon" period. hhahah.

went to jacob's bday celebration at kbox. wooo...the room is BIG....hereby, wish u happy birthday. =)

isabella. me. cindy. jacob. *thanks to jacob for the invitation and photo*.hahah. happy birthday.



on sunday, 19th march, i went to watch disney on ice. i chose to watch the last show of the whole event. whoo hoo. still so cool and so nice. but i think not as grand as previous years. but still so nice yarh. mickey is still the main character in everyone's young heart. i like the part where they showcase all the floats including a hotair balloon with small lights lit up in the dark atmosphere. soo coool. so pretty. so fantasy yar. heez. went to try the "stonegrill" at katong. i had to cook by myself. every waitress there knows that i CANT cook. haiz. tsk tsk. from the way i handle my dory fish, really is TSK. but in the end, i still able to cook to the edible stage oki! hahaha. and i didnt had diarrhoea. hhahaa. *some photos of disney on ice, have to credit a pretty lady i obtain from. hee. thanks.


as shown, my bro took the minnie mouse band to act triple pose. still can pose so "swee-ly". hahaha. kept laughing at him, laugh snap laugh laugh snap snap ..... and in the end i i i i i i i......... pose along. and SNAP. hahaha.

following day,

tar dar, on monday 20th march, i went to a trip to GENTING for a short small sweet holiday, thts the small small fun world, i have been eyeing to go since last yr my brother and daddy went without me and mummy. hmmff. hahah! last minute, i joined in and had a very quick booking and arranged by my secondary school friends and yeah! we went as scheduled..every good good things must go thru some bitter moments. yea. =S

thats the......

6 hrs of couch ride to the top of hill is the minus part yea. hahaha.but still damn funny. some friends will be there tolerating their bladder, some will be sleeping till dunno which dreamland, and me will be there dammit trying to sleep, but still cant, though the bus was so SWEEE and comfort. but the vibration of the bus engine is untolerable to sleep. i really dunno how ppl can sleep sweet sweet. hahaha. but still we entertain ourself, by listening to iapple, apple nano, orange, peach, = P, hahahah. and of cos, chatting and laughing up to the summit of the mountain.



this time, me and 3 other girlfriends whao whao OH OH up the hill, hahaha, so excited, but we are sooo mountain tortise, till, one of the friend commented, these 4 mountain tortise going back to their homeland, hahah. but yarh harh, but who cares, its so exciting pretty view. with the bus swaying left right left right up the mountain. whooo!




simply love the lightings they decorate with. simple and nice. for a minute, i thought i am at orchard. hahaah.

did the check-in then went out for lunch at the KENNY rogger, oh mann, sama sama to singapore's outlet. but the most different is that the waiter come to take ur order, we need not go to the counter to order our food. that was so joke that the waiters laugh at us, and we lAUGH at ourself, hahah. the waiters there are joker too. funny ppl.

then we head to SNOW CITY. HOHOHOHO. thats fun fun fun. it was so cold , -4 degrees. playing the slide and the long long bumpy slide, and playing the snow, and having snow war. hahhaa, we are the noisest! toobad, no cameras are allowed, so didnt take any pics. we head next to the cinema. woohooo.... watch the latest show, 2 become 1.

we went to do some shopping before we proceed for our show, some shops are really unique and pretty, like a shop where selling all girls stuff, pink pink pink and more pink. but some are rather normal shops that can be found in spore. time past fast, we headed to the cinema, ohh mann, the seats ishh soooo lousy so small space for leg rest. bangkok still has the most grand and best cinema seats. haaha.

next day, was our heart terrifying day, hahaha, THEME PARK, hee. had a quick buffet breakfast and went to buy our tickets for the theme park.



whooo.. play all kinds all types of rides, as commented, if go genting , u should try the space shot yeah, SPACE SHOT, yes, i tried tht under peer pressure. hahaaha. its 25 storey high, with the pssssssssssssssssssssss sound. wooo~ scary hor. they kept physco-ing me, plus i heard my brother describe the experience. * i very easy tio peer pressure* . but i NEVER regret sitting tht ride. but if call me go for another time i think i would HMMMMM. hahahaha. somethings ,do it for once in a life jiu okay le hor, no need too many times larh, hor. but have to admit, the scenery up there is soooo nice, and the feeling of shooting down, its really whoooo. thumbs up. fun fun fun. * no regrets*



ur body is down, but ur heart is still up there, 25 storeys.
a new penang friend commented when we ask them if they going to try the ride anot, and this girl replied "huh, cannot sit tht ride, later must call *sai kong*(those prayer) to come here pray and bring my SOUL back."
hahahaha, wht a funny new funny penang friend.

ohh, we sat the go-cart, erks larh, theirs so troublesome, have to sign a injury-non-of-their-business contract, plus have to wear HELMET, erks erks erks, any way, singapore's escape still win at this ride, singapore's speed, appearence and maintainence of the cart is definitely better.

rides,....
- rollercoasterS (i think after sitting too many kinds and times of roller coaster rides, i tend to know when the ride is going to turn left , turn right, so dont really have the heart popping feeling.)

- jumbo elephant (dont see it so simple so kiddy, very FUN de hor, one of my favouritem, this is the ride which can make one giggle giggle and giggle.)


- tea cup (now the new smal version cant go fast to anywhere, so different from 10yrs ago, tht time, the whole plate is so big, i can possibly fly to dunno where, this time...........)

- merry go round (SUCKS, slow, rusty and not ROMANTIC at all, but we still can create the feeling within ourself .hahahaah)


- SPINNNER (the swing swing type, nice nice, thumbs up also)
- another one, i dunno wht name, but hor, they only allow ppl under 65kg to sit the ride. HAHAHAHA. so guys who are above 65kg, heh, sorry yarh. ahahaha! picture shows u, all girls are under 65kg HOR. guys are OVER 65kg. thts why they cant sit tht ride.



OH, ferry wheels, hello, its so scary mann, i cant take it, so HIGH so SLOW, wth, hahahaa. so scary . hahahaha. space shot to me is lesss scar-ier than ferris wheel to me.

but have to admit ferris wheel is forever soooo romantic. =)



then came the rain, argh,.....i tell u their raining no signal de hor, once they want to rain, RAIN!!! , and u will get drenched immediately, simply bcos we are in the CLOUDS. hahahahaa. we ran in the rain, then went in air-con, then non-aircon for multiple times, and i ended up feverish, had to rest awhile in the hotel, thanks to friend jen, helping me to cool down my fever. after resting, i took a bath, woooo, felt better alot, drank lots of water also, then went SHOPPING again, hahaah, after that went dinner, maybe i sick, so i ended up feeling super hungry, even the food is not yummy, i also gobble down, heee.

hahah, after tht, we had a boat ride in the indoor theme park, halfway, still can throw coin, make a wish, de lEHZ.... ahahah. anyway, the indoor theme park opens till 12am, we played till 12am also, can imagine how mad we are. sitting rides like roller coaster and bumper cars more than 10times EACH. ahahaha. but still fun. still so high. still laughing at each other. except those high high slow slow rides, hello, i really CMI. arghs. hahahah.

but the indoor ferris wheel is CONFIRM feeling better and more romantic with the beautiful lights and it spin FASTER. not so frightening. haha! lovin' it. =)



once strike 12am, we went back to our room, tht did not end our day , we gather at one room again, we played cards and our "money" are those small pkt got 3 little bubble gums de. hahahaah omg. so funny. esp the game of murderer. tht was funny. cos it was a new series of murderer. hahah. laugh till tears just flow out. stress to blur. blur till sleepy. and we craze up till 4am.

then, it was the last day,


on the way for breakfast. saw the scenery i had discover only on the last day. sooo beautifulllll. so sweee lo. cloud 9. nice. nice. nice. oh yarh, we staying at 28th storey. hee.

and then,





we found out that we are on the way home le...... home sweet home. =B

*there are still pics consolidating ..... by highlowen 11:02:00 AM

nights ********

it had been a longg longg longg dayy.....

but it ended pretty well....

went to watch the movie shaggy dogs by walt disney. tremendously funny. same usual plot, a man turn into dog then showcase all the funny actions and dog languages. despite the same plot, BUT still so funny. however, this time there are additional of weird breed of animals. but those weird breed animals are simply damn funny. simply love the scene when all the werid breed animals and shaggy dog went into the process of meditation, so calm and cute N of cos, FUNNY. ahhaha. a funny show to catch to end a day. hahah" =O



received a meditated and casted spell vodoo doll from taiwan. n it is claimed to be a little guardian star angel.HEY. hope it really bless and protect me mann. haahah.thx.
2 jigsaw, 1 competition, 1 winner, 1 loser, 1 reward of homemade meal inclusive of 3 kinds of vege. ready get set and gogogo.



sometimes when u are very very tired. just be calm and quiet. and just let ur eyes and smiles do the talking. =B by highlowen 12:28:00 AM

morningz ****

bounceD back....

weeks had passed, the earth is still revolving, minute hand still ticking away, money still flowing away every day....

STILL, i am here having a job titled, holidayist!

alright, witnesss the meeting young minds exhibition. it was wonderfully OPENED and CLOSED. i appeared in many classmate's cameras. cool huh. hahhaa. so personally, no need to bring any camera. hee hee. really felt the warmt and laughter of the cohort.

from then the orientation, the same old cohort till the end still the same old cohort. still those same heros and characters which built out this cohort. fun and funny. =O

met up dearest darl darl at bugis, hOOoo, it have been a long time since i been there for shopping. lunch. neoprint taking. haaha! STIll, shopping is a best "exercise"and therapy to happiness and to forget everything u dun wan to remember. =P

just cant take the excitement of getting results through sms. ohhh mann... tht was so wacking. didnt even want to step out of house till i receive the result. ahah! remember clearly, it was 4.15pm , i was watching super sunday variety programme on chn 8, they are having this duty to hunt a primary school friend of a taiwanese singer. arh then, when it was time to let the primary school friend to appear. BUT, it was the primary school friend's brother who appeared, and guess wht, its not that the primary school friend went oversea for work nor imigrate to oversea, BUT, it's tht, the primary school friend had died abt 9 yrs ago. ohh mann...so sad.... tears jus roll down my cheeks...c'mon...so sad loh...plus the stupid mix feeling in me to get my result soon. ohh mann...haiz...arh then, brrrr brrrr, msg received, OHH I PASSed all subjects aka GRADUATED. haahahaha! cry more.....*thanks to all gods blessing, gum xia mann. of cos have to thank many classmates and friends helping and guiding through these yrs. FINALLY mann. =)


taken on 9th march 2006, thursday, and it really means grauduate on 10th march 2006, friday, hahaha

and we are going to

a short short holiday trip. hahaha! =)

it was a fun saturday, yesterday. =B
there will be a couple of 21st birthday parties to attend this week...hahaah! =B
and hereby, wishes to yan dar, sulyn, a happy belated bday, u are not forgotten! heez! by highlowen 12:04:00 PM

nights *****

tar dar....i learnt many things today....ahaahah...

it was a planned roller-blading day....

wheeee.....buddi drove again....hahaah....reached the destination...there we started our mission...ROLLERBLADE.....oh mann....i have yearn to LEARN since primary school....those kallang leisure park dayzzz...anyway....I DID it toda....i really concentrate and learn it mann...of cos still haven reach the tok GONG (*damn pro) standard, but not bad le lar....

started by stitting at the stools provided, wearing our gears, mine stool was with back supported, i stand and support on it for my first few steps hahah...yarh i think i really made a stupid scene, but cannot larh, will fall off mann..*too bad, i still have to depend on myself, i cant drag and support the chair all the way...hahaa...struggled to some learning place.....

awww, i felt like a BIG baby, learning how to walk.......

all thanks to ling mei aka foo lao shi, guide me, she damn pro, she didnt know how to blade too YET she can TEACH and guide me yarh, thanks alot girl... i cant teach here tht well, but i rem her words well....

"V V V, blade with V shape..." ,"orh orh, i try hor"
"try not to lean backward, lean FRONTward."
"look front, dont keep looking on the floor, u wan to bang ppl arh"

haahahhaah

"oki, dui le, go on go on, i am here, i dont hold u, u try"
"come, come to me...."
"steady yi dian"
"DONT LEAN BACKWARD LARh, i piak u mann"

maybe not everyword same, but agar agar thts it. not long, break time, drink water, bud share her drink with me, i was about to swallow my drink, then PIAK, suddenly something piak on me...* i nearly spit my water out*, oh my god, she fell....i was shocked, got scared le....

and true enough.

this self claim comfort blading instructor TAN,
"Come, compete with u, one ROUND"
"come lar, who scared who"

*buddi was jus beside me, one minute she saw me, thinking we two can blade together,

next minute,

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!

BOOM!

damn it, her buddi, ME, had fell flat on the floor....damn it mann...fell FLAT....damn LANG BEI....hahaaha......

i didnt know how and why i fell also, when u fell, really is a sec, or less than a sec thing.....hahaaha

thanks to everyone help and concern....thanks to wk, cleaning up my wounds, i didnt know my two elbows bled...ahaha

never mind, not first time fell le, pick up myself and i am a good girl again...

after the mission, went to sakae, oHH MANN, my first time doing such nonsense, but damn funn....laugh till i cannot mann.....must really learn how to giap food from here to there in the fastest pace...ahaha....and did u EVER flush a sushi rice into a TOILET BOWL....* all gods, i am really wu xin de, i am sorry for my misdeeds, pls cont to give me food, thank you.

ended the meal with a BALLOON stomach and shape into a damn hunch back old hag, full till cant walk properly.

*really got to go home and use a needle poke tht balloon and let all the sushi lar, udon, watermelon, green tea, whtever, all pssssssssssssss all out....

* told my foo lao shi that, i should learn roller blade after eating sushi buffet, why? cos now i can only bend foreward like a old hag, so she wont be there reminding me, stop leaning backward, LEAN forward.....ahahahaha

afterwhich, went to do vacumm jess's family car...funn mann, 2 girls clean car...ahahah..and ended the car cleaning with a damn damn damn it FUNNY incident, when cleaning, we unpack things in the car, and we forgotten to take down the umbrella that is left on the top of the car and we are damn ready to drive oFF...ahahahaahahahah.....OH MANN.......but still thanks to that thoughtful driver behind us, desperately signaling to us.

as said, there are many first times moments, and funny moments, and all moments are all memories that hard to wash away, but bringing it out to laugh again and again and again....hahaah..... =B by highlowen 10:46:00 PM